bad enough that you hear yourself breathe
worse that you listen to every exhalation
with every step along the green mile
eternal the wait for the inevitable
ennui triggers salvific visions
feast on your last mental buffet
before the seat and the switch
break
free
for
further
breaking
fragment
into
tinier
and
tinier
fragments
into
invisibility
then
free
fall
until
you
taste
the
true
freedom
that
nothingness
brings
freedom as you’ve never felt it
freedom as you’ve never had it